2010 is already coming to an end.
This year hasn't been a great year for me. It has been one of the worst. With so many work to do, and more coming, my temper is easily out of control.
Uni's been terrible. Yeah with all the challenges, boo with all the physical, mental and emotional tumble. It's getting better for the second half of the year, but I doubt it in the next semester. Dang, the optimism in me seems to be waving me goodbye!
Questions pop into my head most of the time. The what ifs, what now, why the heck questions is bombarding me like mad! It's so hard to figure out life! But I guess this is a compulsory step into adulthood. :)
Sometimes, when I look back to what I've done in 2010, all the commotions, crying, laughing, jokes, ups and downs seem kinda childish for me. I would always wonder, "How could I have done that, this is me we're talking about!" *chuckles*
Nevertheless, I'm still grateful for everything. Grateful for all the opportunities I had, for those who stood by me all the time, and for those who I've had hard feelings with. Without them, I would not grow and blossom into who I am today.
I look forward to the new semester although the wariness inside me never ceases.
Are you ready guys? :)
